I'm stresssssed
Ok....so everything is great...except this one terrible stressful thing.
well I'm on the riding team, right? I was so excited too because I get to ride and it's a uncg club, and the university pays for expenses. or so i was told.
So basically I've been riding out at the barn once a week, since the beginning of the year at $40 per 30 minute lesson. For those of you unfamiliar with horses, the average price of a lesson is about $25 for 30 minutes, and maybe $35 for an hour. so this barn is extremely expensive, and we have to ride their if we want to be on the team, and actually we are required to ride twice a week but i told them my parents cannot afford $80 a week for me to play a club sport. So we had our first show and everybody talked about smoking pot, and four out of the six girls on the team are jerks...mean mean mean. I hate them. So i'm really good friends with a girl named Liz on the team, and she has decided that she can no longer afford the team either. When we had our last meeting they said: "if you went to the show, you owe $30 for show fees, $36 for the hotel, and $41 for coaching fees. Not to mention I had to bring $20 down to eat on, and $15 for gas, and it cost $70 per semester, on the team. It's crazy! So i want to quit, and everytime I call the instructor she isn't there. Somehow i managed to get super stressed out today because one of the girls saw me on campus and was like, "we have a mandatory meeting tonight, you need to be there." And everybody is mean, and they are so unorganized, and I just don't want to be part of it. I hate turning people down, or "putting them out" i guess. The girl who used to take me out to the barn said she couldn't anymore, so it turned out that I was kissing some bitch's ass so I could get a ride to the barn. It sucks. No more.
I was so stressed out today that my face broke out, and I walked out of church tonight because I hate people and I don't want to see them and they get on my nerves.
I'm with Mike and John now, but Mike's ex girlfriend is still in love with him and she is so jealous of me.....no matter how often i tell her i have a boyfriend. Poor Mike, he hates hurting people's feelings, and he is such a kid so he feels terrible. I don't know, she said she can't accept that she is "no longer his best female friend". I'm sure that would be sad...so i don't say much. I feel bad for her. Anyway, i have tons of homework, i just wanted to voice my riding team frustrations.
well I'm on the riding team, right? I was so excited too because I get to ride and it's a uncg club, and the university pays for expenses. or so i was told.
So basically I've been riding out at the barn once a week, since the beginning of the year at $40 per 30 minute lesson. For those of you unfamiliar with horses, the average price of a lesson is about $25 for 30 minutes, and maybe $35 for an hour. so this barn is extremely expensive, and we have to ride their if we want to be on the team, and actually we are required to ride twice a week but i told them my parents cannot afford $80 a week for me to play a club sport. So we had our first show and everybody talked about smoking pot, and four out of the six girls on the team are jerks...mean mean mean. I hate them. So i'm really good friends with a girl named Liz on the team, and she has decided that she can no longer afford the team either. When we had our last meeting they said: "if you went to the show, you owe $30 for show fees, $36 for the hotel, and $41 for coaching fees. Not to mention I had to bring $20 down to eat on, and $15 for gas, and it cost $70 per semester, on the team. It's crazy! So i want to quit, and everytime I call the instructor she isn't there. Somehow i managed to get super stressed out today because one of the girls saw me on campus and was like, "we have a mandatory meeting tonight, you need to be there." And everybody is mean, and they are so unorganized, and I just don't want to be part of it. I hate turning people down, or "putting them out" i guess. The girl who used to take me out to the barn said she couldn't anymore, so it turned out that I was kissing some bitch's ass so I could get a ride to the barn. It sucks. No more.
I was so stressed out today that my face broke out, and I walked out of church tonight because I hate people and I don't want to see them and they get on my nerves.
I'm with Mike and John now, but Mike's ex girlfriend is still in love with him and she is so jealous of me.....no matter how often i tell her i have a boyfriend. Poor Mike, he hates hurting people's feelings, and he is such a kid so he feels terrible. I don't know, she said she can't accept that she is "no longer his best female friend". I'm sure that would be sad...so i don't say much. I feel bad for her. Anyway, i have tons of homework, i just wanted to voice my riding team frustrations.