Sep 08, 2010 00:02
I'm pretty sure I have about 20-25 pages worth of crap I need to write for all these applications and scholarships and actual school work before the end of the month. I'm dying. I'm stressed and I feel like everything I spit out is just crap. I just want this so badly and I don't even know what I'll do if I can't go after ALL THIS.
Asd;fkjds;fkdf I AM SO STRESSED and I had to spent all of tonight doing things for work instead of anything that feels productive. I have no time and I feel like I can't juggle everything that needs to get done because my schedules are conflicting all over the place. I don't even know. I was hoping to have all this shored up by the end of next week. But I don't know how that's possible now. And it's all due at the end of the month on top of an actual essay for class which I just don't want to do. I'm so stressed I'm so stressed I'm so stressed.
Fuck me why do I do this are you tired of it already?