This is my time.
I should be enjoying this time up here. Okay I am. Yesterday was so nice just chilling with aoshi. Played a lot of good video games. She's replaying Tales of Symphonia right now and I'm having fun just watching that. It's still one of my favorite games ever I just love everyone. She gave me Half Minute Hero to try out for psp and oh god how addictive. It's nice that all the quests are... yeah... a half minute XD because with my attention span lately that's a really good thing. We ended up making dinner last night a sort of quasi stir fry with chicken and carrots and chayote don't ask it was brilliant XD And firstgold came over for more video games and tea \o/
Today we've got a few Canada day celebrations that include red velvet pancakes and sushi XD And tomorrow is Last Airbender fail which is not surprising that it is fail but we're going anyway. And Pride~ wherein I think I will be wearing cute new dress. If only I had the shoes to go with it but I would DIE in those.
So yeah. I am happy but there's also this cloud of anxiety hanging over me. My mind is other places and I don't feel BAD persay but it's extremely uncomfortable. I cried this morning. I can't believe I did that because usually I just... don't. Idk. I think since the next few days are busy that should help though. Get my mind where it should be yeah.
And now I need a shower oh yeah :9
Today we've got a few Canada day celebrations that include red velvet pancakes and sushi XD And tomorrow is Last Airbender fail which is not surprising that it is fail but we're going anyway. And Pride~ wherein I think I will be wearing cute new dress. If only I had the shoes to go with it but I would DIE in those.
So yeah. I am happy but there's also this cloud of anxiety hanging over me. My mind is other places and I don't feel BAD persay but it's extremely uncomfortable. I cried this morning. I can't believe I did that because usually I just... don't. Idk. I think since the next few days are busy that should help though. Get my mind where it should be yeah.
And now I need a shower oh yeah :9