Is this feeling inside the feeling of true happiness?
Yeah, haven't written in a while..I worked every single day since last tuesday and it's been hectic. And now I'm impatiently waiting a paycheck this week because I'm kind of a TON in the hole at the bank and I really really hope they are nice to me and let it slide this time. my car payment bounced...*sigh* I am usually a lot more careful..but things are good because guess what? Yeah, yeah, you knew it already, I bet...Dan asked me to be his girlfriend. And Lisa! She's ecstatic..she already had somethin going on with him since before him and Cassey broke up..hehe, I'm sure of it. The only reason I broke my plan to stay single for the summer was that I wanted to not lose the ability to make my own decisions and be free and all that fun stuff, and I really believe that with Dan I won't lose any of that, because I can still be completely me. You guys have been hearing it for over a year now..Dan this and Dan that...you know I've been obsessed. And then you had to hear me try to convince myself that I was okay with him and Cassey and I'm sure you got sick of that, as well. Well, Dan has been a best friend to me for over a year, and I hope that he never stops..I really hope we stay best friends forever..and if we end up living together with rings and babies, that's fine, too! Hehe, I feel like a kid! I really do..I feel like I'm just giggly because I haven't felt this happiness in a long time. And it really means something that not only did Lisa approve of a male...but she likes it? That really means something..