I watch you swing above me with a knot against your chin now so patiently I watch you gasp for me

[absenseoflove]

Yesterday kind of started off badly...I really HATE some people. Jealously can really bring out the worst in people. Seriously, how can someone be such an asshole. Anyway after school, I had a really good time. I hung out with Josh and it put me in such a good mood. <3. I'm so happy with life right now, I don't know how I ever could have been so sad just a few days ago, it's weird how emotions work. Anyway I really don't care what anyone, other than my few close friends, think of me. So, I'm not going to let anything bother me, even desperate jealous assholes...who really have it coming to them...
...my parents said they don't care if i get suspended from school...as long as I graduate...
I'm feeling evil...and relentless.

:)