Mar 17, 2004 17:48
Well today was a really bad day. My teacher canceled the chemistry lab, and I was planning on walking out if he canceled the lab and go to the BCC trip, but of course they had to cancel that because of the snow. I found out I failed the Chemistry test I took yesterday. I have on more test tomorrow before grades close, and it's not going to be easy to pass. Tonight I will be doing home work and studying non-stop. If I fail the test, it's over I'm going to flip out. It only makes it worse that the teacher pretty much calls half the class stupid and expects us to do badly.
People have really been annoying me today. People expect me to tell them secrets or whatever, then when I tell them they can't keep their mouth shut. I'm also sick of people telling me what to do. I can make my own decisions, and I want to. I've depended on my self for so long why would I need others help now.
March always puts me in such a bad mood, I guess it's because it's just before the spring and I'm so sick of winter. Or it could be from bad experiences years ago. I don't know.