(no subject)
You know when you sort of- look in at yourself?
Do you like what you see?
I normally do.
But I don't stand up for myself as much as I should.
And I'm realizing this.
Today, especially.
It's just a ton of little things that pile up, if you understand that.
And I used to like to think of this as building up a wall.
Some strong trait that would protect me later on in life.
But I'm seeing it's not like that at all! Silly of me to even think that.
It's the opposite.
Stupid stupid stupid.
ghkgjhg.
I doubt I'll change over night. I'm just sick of it though.
Bah. You couldn't even imagine.
Time to get a private livejournal. wooo.
Do you like what you see?
I normally do.
But I don't stand up for myself as much as I should.
And I'm realizing this.
Today, especially.
It's just a ton of little things that pile up, if you understand that.
And I used to like to think of this as building up a wall.
Some strong trait that would protect me later on in life.
But I'm seeing it's not like that at all! Silly of me to even think that.
It's the opposite.
Stupid stupid stupid.
ghkgjhg.
I doubt I'll change over night. I'm just sick of it though.
Bah. You couldn't even imagine.
Time to get a private livejournal. wooo.