minnesota lust!!
FRIENDS>>>GUESS WHAT?...I OFFICIALLY HAVE MY FIRST MINNESOTA CRUSH! Oh man, he's sooo cute! OK, nows your chance to guess who it is....well you can't because it isn't Shafter..the guy who was supposed to be my 4th of July date...IT'S RYAN..ryan who? i don't know, but i'm hoping to find out in the near future! We were both at the same party tonight and it was glorious! I HAVE BUTTERFLIES...and no emily, I DON"T THINK IT"S JUST GAS! Aww he's sooo cute!
So here's our story... i was supposed to go down my the water and watch the fireworks with Shafter but then i got invited to this party down the road so i figured i'd just go there till the fireworks. But then they got canceled on account of rain (and fate if you ask me,) So i stayed at the party longer. And there was the cutest cat named oliver..and i love cats so i was naturally drawn to this kitty but it shed a lot and i had hair all over my shirt so i was wiping it off and i guess i was doing so in a provocative manner..." i dunno is rubbing hair off your boobs and gently scraping it off your stomach a sexy thing to do?...who knew? Well i didn't notice but apparently some others did and it took me a while cuz there was a lot of hair and i was standing right in front of the tv..but anyways, then we left and i was a little bummed to say the least because i knew at that time that i was intrigued by this dark haired stud muffin. And as luck or fate would have it, the traffic was hell to the other party we were gonna go to so we went back to our first one. And it was like 10 at this point and i was still sober and ready to give that up so we all engaged in a sporty game of Presidents and Assholes and naturally i ended up sitting next to Ryan..uhh SO CUTE! and we became ill-legit partners...You don't have partners in P & A, we would just give eachother the cards we each needed. And no matter who had the better cards, he always won pres and I always got vice asshole...I dunno what happened..But this is all lame...Anyways, all the people i came with left and I was still there with ryan because he offered me a ride home..WHAT A GENTLEMAN! We were talking and our legs were touching and so were a lot of other body parts and it was just special./..special time....but then i relaized that kali had all of my stuff, my wallet, sweater, lip gloss, both cameras, and most importantly, the keys...blah blah blah we talked, we had HOLY EYE CONTACT!!! And i hate eye contact, it makes me nervous most of the time. But not with ryan! And he totally doesn't seem like a ryan. That name just doesn't fit him. He had sorta shaggy dark brown hair and just OHH SO CUTE! But blah blah blah i'm rambling, he gave me a ride home and of course the downstairs door was locked for like the first time in the century so i used his cell to call the house and wake someone up but no one answered so i had to climb on the pourch and hit my brothers window with a rake all while ryan was waiting to make sure i got in safe..Aww HOW SWEET! But ya, casey eventually got the door and i went down and said goodbye to Ryan and thanked him and said i was sorry for being a pest and getting locked out and then i said well my number's in your phone you should call me...and he was like is it? And i said ya, i just called the house...so i have his number on the caller id. And he was like okay, i might have to do that and then i wish i would have just ran down there and kissed him but i didn't want to because i just kissed two boys yesterday and i would actually be excited about kissing ryan so the anticipation is a good thing.
And we were totally on the same wavelenght...we both love cats and small dogs and he had 2 pugs...one's name is bailey(i love that name!) and the other one's name sounds like mine so i think thats a sign too. And he had a really nice wallet made of duct tape. it wasn't like a crappy cheap duct tape wallet this one had nice colors and a design and it was glorious and we shared at cards and we totally played foot-sy, and we both agree about dashboard and chris carrabba and how even though vindicated is a good song neither of him understand why everyone is going crazy about it, i mean all the songs on the places you have come to fear the most album are 10 times better. and how he found his niche with his sad emo boy songs and a brand a mark a mission a scar a scab a coupon a blah blah blah isn't as good because chris makes better songs when he's sad and we like listening to his songs when we're sad. and we both totally love bill and ted's ea and we watched it earlier today and i dunno what else...oh ya, when i got cold he gave me his jacket!
Oh man I just have the biggest crush on this kid! I really wanna kiss him...there's only one small itsy bitsy little problemo.....he's in his 3rd year at college...that means he's pretty damn old...and he doesn't know that i'm 17 even though i wont even be 17 for like 4 weeks...but age is just a silly number and its not illegal to kiss a minor and if it was there would be a lot of guys in jail up here.
So ya, paintball with casey and doug tomorrow! I'm excited..it's my first time! woohoo! And the fireworks are tomorrow night.
Here's another itsy bitsy problemo...i'm supposed to be seeing daniel schafter tomorrow or whenever and i know i'd kiss him because we always kiss eachother..i mean we were eachothers first kisses and we had our fist pg 13 rated kiss and we were both our first dates so what do i do? I haven't seen daniel in 6 years so he's a gamble, but i already know i like ryan....who do i watch the fireworks with? Someone help me here!
And both me and ryan get the wallflowers, 3rd eye blind and matchbox 20 songs mixed up....it's like we;re the same people, he's just a guy and a lot older with brown hair and man parts
And i know i'm a kissing slut but there is nothing wrong with that....I love mono! knock on woo
So here's our story... i was supposed to go down my the water and watch the fireworks with Shafter but then i got invited to this party down the road so i figured i'd just go there till the fireworks. But then they got canceled on account of rain (and fate if you ask me,) So i stayed at the party longer. And there was the cutest cat named oliver..and i love cats so i was naturally drawn to this kitty but it shed a lot and i had hair all over my shirt so i was wiping it off and i guess i was doing so in a provocative manner..." i dunno is rubbing hair off your boobs and gently scraping it off your stomach a sexy thing to do?...who knew? Well i didn't notice but apparently some others did and it took me a while cuz there was a lot of hair and i was standing right in front of the tv..but anyways, then we left and i was a little bummed to say the least because i knew at that time that i was intrigued by this dark haired stud muffin. And as luck or fate would have it, the traffic was hell to the other party we were gonna go to so we went back to our first one. And it was like 10 at this point and i was still sober and ready to give that up so we all engaged in a sporty game of Presidents and Assholes and naturally i ended up sitting next to Ryan..uhh SO CUTE! and we became ill-legit partners...You don't have partners in P & A, we would just give eachother the cards we each needed. And no matter who had the better cards, he always won pres and I always got vice asshole...I dunno what happened..But this is all lame...Anyways, all the people i came with left and I was still there with ryan because he offered me a ride home..WHAT A GENTLEMAN! We were talking and our legs were touching and so were a lot of other body parts and it was just special./..special time....but then i relaized that kali had all of my stuff, my wallet, sweater, lip gloss, both cameras, and most importantly, the keys...blah blah blah we talked, we had HOLY EYE CONTACT!!! And i hate eye contact, it makes me nervous most of the time. But not with ryan! And he totally doesn't seem like a ryan. That name just doesn't fit him. He had sorta shaggy dark brown hair and just OHH SO CUTE! But blah blah blah i'm rambling, he gave me a ride home and of course the downstairs door was locked for like the first time in the century so i used his cell to call the house and wake someone up but no one answered so i had to climb on the pourch and hit my brothers window with a rake all while ryan was waiting to make sure i got in safe..Aww HOW SWEET! But ya, casey eventually got the door and i went down and said goodbye to Ryan and thanked him and said i was sorry for being a pest and getting locked out and then i said well my number's in your phone you should call me...and he was like is it? And i said ya, i just called the house...so i have his number on the caller id. And he was like okay, i might have to do that and then i wish i would have just ran down there and kissed him but i didn't want to because i just kissed two boys yesterday and i would actually be excited about kissing ryan so the anticipation is a good thing.
And we were totally on the same wavelenght...we both love cats and small dogs and he had 2 pugs...one's name is bailey(i love that name!) and the other one's name sounds like mine so i think thats a sign too. And he had a really nice wallet made of duct tape. it wasn't like a crappy cheap duct tape wallet this one had nice colors and a design and it was glorious and we shared at cards and we totally played foot-sy, and we both agree about dashboard and chris carrabba and how even though vindicated is a good song neither of him understand why everyone is going crazy about it, i mean all the songs on the places you have come to fear the most album are 10 times better. and how he found his niche with his sad emo boy songs and a brand a mark a mission a scar a scab a coupon a blah blah blah isn't as good because chris makes better songs when he's sad and we like listening to his songs when we're sad. and we both totally love bill and ted's ea and we watched it earlier today and i dunno what else...oh ya, when i got cold he gave me his jacket!
Oh man I just have the biggest crush on this kid! I really wanna kiss him...there's only one small itsy bitsy little problemo.....he's in his 3rd year at college...that means he's pretty damn old...and he doesn't know that i'm 17 even though i wont even be 17 for like 4 weeks...but age is just a silly number and its not illegal to kiss a minor and if it was there would be a lot of guys in jail up here.
So ya, paintball with casey and doug tomorrow! I'm excited..it's my first time! woohoo! And the fireworks are tomorrow night.
Here's another itsy bitsy problemo...i'm supposed to be seeing daniel schafter tomorrow or whenever and i know i'd kiss him because we always kiss eachother..i mean we were eachothers first kisses and we had our fist pg 13 rated kiss and we were both our first dates so what do i do? I haven't seen daniel in 6 years so he's a gamble, but i already know i like ryan....who do i watch the fireworks with? Someone help me here!
And both me and ryan get the wallflowers, 3rd eye blind and matchbox 20 songs mixed up....it's like we;re the same people, he's just a guy and a lot older with brown hair and man parts
And i know i'm a kissing slut but there is nothing wrong with that....I love mono! knock on woo