Feb 05, 2006 00:16
"hey babe!
k, so im sitting here in a towl, which is killing the sunburn on my legs, and i finally decided that i should probably reply to you at this account so that i would finally have this address in my address book. *sigh*
so yea... thats pretty much it.
when i first decided to write this to you i almost wanted to put some heart felt sentiment into it. i dont know
i thought this morning was cute....*thinks...heehee "just wanted to see you" heehee*. *smiles*
adam youve changed everything. once you leave nothing will ever be the same. i can never imagine my life without you. and i dont think i want to.
"
There are some people who will live in their pasts forever. Their deathbead will hold nothing more than the remnants of all that had happened.
What sits above is a remnant of my past. For a while, it was all I had. It was a locket, you could say, yet I wore it all the time. As I slept, it wrapped around my neck, choking me.
But I put it away. Opening the top drawer, finding the trashcan...whatever the imagery, I was able to grow up. Yet I found it today and it brought my mind to a old yet new place.
I am Adam Brewer. That is who I am. And that doesn't mean a damn thing. I change into someone else from minute to minute. If anyone knew me, really knew me, then no one would ever write an email like this.