Marielle's getting married!
Just so everyone knows, my sister is getting MARRIED!!! Crazy shit, huh? I feel like anything could happen now...I could have gray hairs, start having kids, learn chinese, who knows.
Had a good weekend. I love seeing shows. Chicago is an amazing city. And hm, I'm enjoying the swinging single life, whatever that means...there's this boy...you know the rest. Right now I'm feeling impulsive and motivated and just trying to enjoy life. I'll do what feels right. Never asked someone for permission before I kissed them, now that I have, anything could happen...
Speaking of boys past and present, talked to my ex's mom today. She's doing well, despite some family happenings. Everyone's so excited for Marielle. I am too, though I cried twice this weekend about it. That was also about another not so fun thing I did this weekend...which involved my first real regret ever. Don't play Kings and get drunk and don't listen to large groups of boys when they tell you to call your ex-boyfriend and tell him you're a lesbian. I called twice to apologize, he didn't pick up and I'm afraid that I hurt him, or upset him. I think that he knew I was drunk, but he hung up on me. I felt so shitty about myself. It's one thing to go after what you want, it's another thing to try and be someone you're not...and I'm not someone who plays Kings with 6 guys on a Friday night and listens to the absurd rules they make...at least I didn't dance for them..oy vey!
Finished two papers today, feeling productive. Life is good, despite the things we regret. I hope that I can be forgiven. Sometimes we hurt the people we love, but hopefully, they can forgive us. I will always try and be forgiving.
Off to read! Yay learning!
Had a good weekend. I love seeing shows. Chicago is an amazing city. And hm, I'm enjoying the swinging single life, whatever that means...there's this boy...you know the rest. Right now I'm feeling impulsive and motivated and just trying to enjoy life. I'll do what feels right. Never asked someone for permission before I kissed them, now that I have, anything could happen...
Speaking of boys past and present, talked to my ex's mom today. She's doing well, despite some family happenings. Everyone's so excited for Marielle. I am too, though I cried twice this weekend about it. That was also about another not so fun thing I did this weekend...which involved my first real regret ever. Don't play Kings and get drunk and don't listen to large groups of boys when they tell you to call your ex-boyfriend and tell him you're a lesbian. I called twice to apologize, he didn't pick up and I'm afraid that I hurt him, or upset him. I think that he knew I was drunk, but he hung up on me. I felt so shitty about myself. It's one thing to go after what you want, it's another thing to try and be someone you're not...and I'm not someone who plays Kings with 6 guys on a Friday night and listens to the absurd rules they make...at least I didn't dance for them..oy vey!
Finished two papers today, feeling productive. Life is good, despite the things we regret. I hope that I can be forgiven. Sometimes we hurt the people we love, but hopefully, they can forgive us. I will always try and be forgiving.
Off to read! Yay learning!