marielle here to visit!
marielle came to visit me this weekend at school and it's been really great. I loved showing her everything. And it worked out a lot better than I thought, i.e. the crazy drunk dancing at the frat party last night.
school is great, a lot of work, but fun. And I'm reading a lot. I'm trying to discover new things about myself, and it is going very well (learning a lot).
have only hung out with eric with hillel people, which has been good. I'm done with that. All i need right now are friends. Yes, I'm willing to meet new boys this quarter, but this is the celibacy-eske quarter where I will not be searching for play and/or boys in general. they are such a distractor. I am not ready for a relationship (and i have no desire to be in one) and i'm not really into random play either. so I'm going to focus, again, on me. Marielle thinks I should consider a therapy as I go on my soul-searching journey, but I kind of like doing it by myself. It's more exciting that way. I feel a greater sense of ownership as well.
I'm in bio and we had our first lab on friday. it went surprisingly well ( I guess the class is known for being easy for a reason). Anyway, I was at AEPi last night and I saw my lab TA. So that was funny, we were both a bit drunk. And he's cute.
There are so many cute boys! And so little time. Unfortunately, I have too much respect for myself to have one night stands, so for now, they remain in fantasy and friendship only. And I'll just keep going to the gym...
school is great, a lot of work, but fun. And I'm reading a lot. I'm trying to discover new things about myself, and it is going very well (learning a lot).
have only hung out with eric with hillel people, which has been good. I'm done with that. All i need right now are friends. Yes, I'm willing to meet new boys this quarter, but this is the celibacy-eske quarter where I will not be searching for play and/or boys in general. they are such a distractor. I am not ready for a relationship (and i have no desire to be in one) and i'm not really into random play either. so I'm going to focus, again, on me. Marielle thinks I should consider a therapy as I go on my soul-searching journey, but I kind of like doing it by myself. It's more exciting that way. I feel a greater sense of ownership as well.
I'm in bio and we had our first lab on friday. it went surprisingly well ( I guess the class is known for being easy for a reason). Anyway, I was at AEPi last night and I saw my lab TA. So that was funny, we were both a bit drunk. And he's cute.
There are so many cute boys! And so little time. Unfortunately, I have too much respect for myself to have one night stands, so for now, they remain in fantasy and friendship only. And I'll just keep going to the gym...