to get the hell out of here
Did you ever know exactly what you wanted, but knew it was impossible to get it?
It's hard... relying on the emotions of others. It's hard because you can't predict them. It's hard because you can't control them. So I guess sometimes all you can do is hope.
I'm hoping that I won't continue to get screwed over the way I've been screwed over before. I'm hoping it, but I don't believe it. I'm hoping that when I open up to people that they don't go laughing about it as soon as I leave. I'm hoping, but I don't believe it. And I hope that changes.
It's hard... relying on the emotions of others. It's hard because you can't predict them. It's hard because you can't control them. So I guess sometimes all you can do is hope.
I'm hoping that I won't continue to get screwed over the way I've been screwed over before. I'm hoping it, but I don't believe it. I'm hoping that when I open up to people that they don't go laughing about it as soon as I leave. I'm hoping, but I don't believe it. And I hope that changes.