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my birthday is in 8 days. i have a feeling its either going to be one of my best birthdays ever or one of my worst. im not sure on that yet. i have no clue what im gonna do. all of my family and friends are broke so i prob won't get any fuckin presents except from roxie cuz she said she already had it. she is soo the cutest. i love her presents. they are so fuckin creative that you just HAVE to love em!
work has MAJORLY sucked the last few days. it has been supremely BORING. its driving me crazy but my paid vacations are coming up soon. thank god. i can start taking them after june 28, which marks my 2 year anniversary with the company. so this year i get 2 weeks instead of last years one week.
i wanna hair cut before my birthday. i need one. i deserve one. thats all i wanted from my parents and they said they didn't know if they could afford it. so whatever, i can't really afford it either but im getting one no matter what.
i can't believe i am going to be 22. i feel like i just turned 21. is this how it is when you get to be 21. the rest of your years just FLY by and you don't even notice and then you are old. hmmm...i don't wanna think about that shit now. im still too young.
sean (my ex) has been text messaging me the last couple of days. its killing me. i am still in love with the kid but i can't bear to talk to him because it hurts soo much thats he happy with someone else. hes even decided to marry her around this same time next year. i know alot an happen in a year but sean has never been one to just date around. he finds a girl and stays with her for a long, LONG time. whatever.
i need money for clothes. my fuckin sweater from old navy is wearing away in the elbows. i need new jeans, i need a new sweater, new shirts, new work clothes. just new clothes. but i barely make enough here for my bills, much less new clothing.
as you can all tell this has turned out into a somewhat of a ranting post. whatever.
love to you all!
xoxoxoxoxo
~edy
work has MAJORLY sucked the last few days. it has been supremely BORING. its driving me crazy but my paid vacations are coming up soon. thank god. i can start taking them after june 28, which marks my 2 year anniversary with the company. so this year i get 2 weeks instead of last years one week.
i wanna hair cut before my birthday. i need one. i deserve one. thats all i wanted from my parents and they said they didn't know if they could afford it. so whatever, i can't really afford it either but im getting one no matter what.
i can't believe i am going to be 22. i feel like i just turned 21. is this how it is when you get to be 21. the rest of your years just FLY by and you don't even notice and then you are old. hmmm...i don't wanna think about that shit now. im still too young.
sean (my ex) has been text messaging me the last couple of days. its killing me. i am still in love with the kid but i can't bear to talk to him because it hurts soo much thats he happy with someone else. hes even decided to marry her around this same time next year. i know alot an happen in a year but sean has never been one to just date around. he finds a girl and stays with her for a long, LONG time. whatever.
i need money for clothes. my fuckin sweater from old navy is wearing away in the elbows. i need new jeans, i need a new sweater, new shirts, new work clothes. just new clothes. but i barely make enough here for my bills, much less new clothing.
as you can all tell this has turned out into a somewhat of a ranting post. whatever.
love to you all!
xoxoxoxoxo
~edy