"cuz you do what your told, but inside your heart is black and its hollow and its cold"

[abrittlerose]

so yesterday after i cleaned for a while LaLa came and picked me up which was great fun because i missed him tons and we went to visit mikey and krystle at work and then we went to pats house and candace picked me up there and we came back to my house and cleaned a teensy bit before we had to run back to movie gallery because we thought there was a fight or something...so LaLa came there and then allison and rosie. we hung out there for a little and then me and allison went to krystles and smoked then back to movie gallery to pick up rosie and then on the way to pick up LaLa we stopped at the mcdonalds by his house and me and allison waited in the car and got hit on by a group of 12-16 black kids. it was quite interesting. then we got Lala and met mikey and candace at my house but candace had to leave to work (very sad) and then pat, eric, and brett came over and we drank and smoked and what not. they left, allison dropped me, mikey, and lala off at the 99 to see candace but it was way busy so we went to mcdonalds and chris met us there, we dropped lala off at a friends house and then me, mikey, and chris went and smoked and then i came home and cleaned more and went to bed kinda early. today=school. only 10.5 days left, its fucking unreal. im more then exciting. after school i went with my mom to her physical therapy class and then ran all sorts of errands, came home, went out with candace to visit mikey at work where we saw allison and lala quickly.
in other weird news, my mom put the house on the market today. theres a for sale out front. even though id be leaving no matter what, its still kinda weird. i love this house. its just kinda of surreal. but my mommy felt good today, like her old self, and that put me in a really good mood. im hoping itll last even though i know it wont.