"i wanna hold you high and steal you pain"

[abrittlerose]

first a basic recap: yesterday afternoon i went to the doctors, i have an ear infection so i cancelled on my dad cuz it seemed like a good enough excuse. chris picked me up, we went to movie gallery to visit mikey, then went to pick up LaLa, then back to movie gallery. Then we went to newbury comics so LaLa could sell his dvds and then rushed back to movie gallery to meet candace. So we get back to movie gallery and the party expands (because that ALWAYS happens at movie gallery) and it was me, chris, candace, LaLa, mikey (obviosly), krystle, josh, and ben. twas a good night. Today school was boring, i realized how much me and candace can really get away with in science. Eric (known as Mr. Varga to some) threatened to give us hours cuz we just kinda walked out of class but when we came back he didnt do a thing. then tonight josh and ben picked me up and we went to movie gallery to visit mikey and LaLa met us there (he had walked there from his house in norwood, drunk) and once again the party eventually expanded to include allison, rosie, chris, and candace. Then me and chris left kinda early and went for a drive and had a chat which was nice. tomorrow im skipping school with candace so that should be fun and this weekend my mom is staying home (fuck me) so im not sure whats going on yet.
ive been losing a lot of sleep lately. ive got way too much stupid crap on my mind that i just dont want to be thinking about, but we all know raychel. i over analyze everything and i worry about everything so i guess nothing will really end until i figure out whats going on in my life. theres just a whole lot of stuff, and i hate that. and i hate that the things that shouldnt matter the most are always the ones you think about more.
yay for being vague. sorry kids.