Dec 25, 2005 16:12
Bethany came over last night around 10:30. We went for a walk and discussed pretty much everything discussable. Then we played I love the 80's with my brother. HE kind of had an unfair advantage though. Actually Bethany kind of did too. The 80's freak...
We went to church at like 9 too. I havent been to church in so flippin long it was really weird. and yet nothing has changed. i really hope when i move away i can find a new outlet for religion that actually works for me. Also I saw miss Racheal Legault and oodles of memories of Klintworth and Chemistry caused me to laugh while everyone had their heads down praying
It's basically starting to hit me that im not gonna live here next year. I got a freakin tv for my dorm room. what do you even say to such a big present..? thanks just doesnt seem like enough. this is the first thing like that ive ever actually had as my own. and sometimes i get the hint my dads trying to rush the process of me leaving..
I think I've grown up a lot in the past year. I've definately learned to appreciate the things around me.
I'm so thankful for my brother and close friends. Even without a faith its very uplifting to believe in the theory of mr. oberst. to love and to be loved. i really think that is enough.