Dear Jonny:
It's crazy.. when I sit here and try to write to you and my mind goes blank. I guess it's because you make me speechless. It's funny, I can't seem to pinpoint why I like.. no, love you so much.
It's the way your voice sounds; how you laugh, how you say certain things, how sometimes you say nothing at all. And I don't mind the silence, as long as I know you're still there, with me, and I can hear you breathing, I know you're alive.
It's the way you see things, people, life. The way you see me..
You make me feel worth it, and, lately, it's been so hard to get motivation to wake up every day. But you've changed that. You make me feel pretty without even trying... and that's how I know you're being honest. Which, makes me feel safe; even miles away you make me feel safe. Like I can put my full trust in you and not worry about a thing.
It makes me think of how we talked about having that one person we can tell anything to and know we won't be judged or loved less.. I want to be that person to you. I want to be your josh, and you my Lani. I want us to be that close, if not closer. I want us to be able to finish our sentences, read each other's minds; know each other so well, like the back of out hands.
I can't wait to come home to you, to go to sleep with you, to wake up next to you, to fix you dinner, to watch tv or a movie while we cuddle up. I can't wait to take you up to Pilot Mountain, I can't wait to take you everywhere with me. I can't wait till we live our lives together, hand by hand.
I want you to know how much I love you. I want you to feel it when you look in my eyes, when I lace my fingers with yours, how our feet touch while we sleep side by side, the way I run my fingers through your hair, how my lips touch yours when we kiss.
It's the way your voice sounds; how you laugh, how you say certain things, how sometimes you say nothing at all. And I don't mind the silence, as long as I know you're still there, with me, and I can hear you breathing, I know you're alive.
It's the way you see things, people, life. The way you see me..
You make me feel worth it, and, lately, it's been so hard to get motivation to wake up every day. But you've changed that. You make me feel pretty without even trying... and that's how I know you're being honest. Which, makes me feel safe; even miles away you make me feel safe. Like I can put my full trust in you and not worry about a thing.
It makes me think of how we talked about having that one person we can tell anything to and know we won't be judged or loved less.. I want to be that person to you. I want to be your josh, and you my Lani. I want us to be that close, if not closer. I want us to be able to finish our sentences, read each other's minds; know each other so well, like the back of out hands.
I can't wait to come home to you, to go to sleep with you, to wake up next to you, to fix you dinner, to watch tv or a movie while we cuddle up. I can't wait to take you up to Pilot Mountain, I can't wait to take you everywhere with me. I can't wait till we live our lives together, hand by hand.
I want you to know how much I love you. I want you to feel it when you look in my eyes, when I lace my fingers with yours, how our feet touch while we sleep side by side, the way I run my fingers through your hair, how my lips touch yours when we kiss.