YOINKED! from Sheila!
1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Disable comments
4) Never discuss it again. (well, really we can if you really want to.)
1. I hate it when you're quiet. It means I don't know what you're thinking and that scares me a lot. I don't want this, something that has been so good, to go away. sorry I always apologize, but I never want to lose you.Please just say something.
2. You need to stop falling in love. Yes, all those girls are BEAUTIFUL, but they don't like you and will trample all over your heart. And though I'm your friend, I'm getting tired of hearing your sad-puppy stories. THEY ARE ALL THE SAME! At this pace, I don't think you'll ever learn. But I will always be here to listen.
3. FUCK YOU. You tore me apart, you shattered my world, you left me empty and alone. You're so selfish, doing what you wanted for you, not thinking how it would affect me. I shut you out, I shut all of it out, but now I'm face to face with it. The tears and blood I've shed, it's all because of you. It's all on your head, and I want you to know that.
4. I've never hated you. I've hated myself because I've made stupid choices. I should have quit while I was ahead and it would have saved us a year.
5. I love you with all my heart, but I wish you were MORE dependant on me. I wish you needed me more to help you with your problems, or to celebrate your successes. But I'm okay with being the spectator if that's what you relaly want me to be.
6. I try to help you but you need to learn to help yourself. You ride my coattails and knowingly use me, but what bothers me most is that you do what I do, only better.
7. You have been such a good friend to me, but it seems, after all these years, you've outgrown me.
8. I don't think we'll ever go back to how we were years and years ago. The more i see you, the more irritated I get.
9. I think hearing everything about me and Andy has corrupted your conception of reality. If you expect so much from one person, you'll be hard pressed to find it. Everything may seem like roses here, but we have our struggles and challenges. You just don't know it.
10. God bless you for being in my life. You're really good at stressing me out, but just as good at making me smile. It's such a shame that we only got to know each other last year, but you've been that person that keeps me on track... and maybe sometimes tries to derail me. You have opened up yourself to me more than I know you do with anyone else. If i were you, I probably would have left the moment we met, but you never did. You're my best bio friend. Thank you for being there.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Disable comments
4) Never discuss it again. (well, really we can if you really want to.)
1. I hate it when you're quiet. It means I don't know what you're thinking and that scares me a lot. I don't want this, something that has been so good, to go away. sorry I always apologize, but I never want to lose you.Please just say something.
2. You need to stop falling in love. Yes, all those girls are BEAUTIFUL, but they don't like you and will trample all over your heart. And though I'm your friend, I'm getting tired of hearing your sad-puppy stories. THEY ARE ALL THE SAME! At this pace, I don't think you'll ever learn. But I will always be here to listen.
3. FUCK YOU. You tore me apart, you shattered my world, you left me empty and alone. You're so selfish, doing what you wanted for you, not thinking how it would affect me. I shut you out, I shut all of it out, but now I'm face to face with it. The tears and blood I've shed, it's all because of you. It's all on your head, and I want you to know that.
4. I've never hated you. I've hated myself because I've made stupid choices. I should have quit while I was ahead and it would have saved us a year.
5. I love you with all my heart, but I wish you were MORE dependant on me. I wish you needed me more to help you with your problems, or to celebrate your successes. But I'm okay with being the spectator if that's what you relaly want me to be.
6. I try to help you but you need to learn to help yourself. You ride my coattails and knowingly use me, but what bothers me most is that you do what I do, only better.
7. You have been such a good friend to me, but it seems, after all these years, you've outgrown me.
8. I don't think we'll ever go back to how we were years and years ago. The more i see you, the more irritated I get.
9. I think hearing everything about me and Andy has corrupted your conception of reality. If you expect so much from one person, you'll be hard pressed to find it. Everything may seem like roses here, but we have our struggles and challenges. You just don't know it.
10. God bless you for being in my life. You're really good at stressing me out, but just as good at making me smile. It's such a shame that we only got to know each other last year, but you've been that person that keeps me on track... and maybe sometimes tries to derail me. You have opened up yourself to me more than I know you do with anyone else. If i were you, I probably would have left the moment we met, but you never did. You're my best bio friend. Thank you for being there.