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I realize that no one really READS my livejournal any more, but if i don't have THIS to rant I think i'm going to just explode. So much stress and really there isn't much going on. I guess I am just realizing more and more that I'm leaving on Wednesday morning, and I'm just incredibly sad. i don't want to go back to how everything was back in Thunder Bay. The more time I spend HERE the more I want to stay but a part of me wants to leave to. If i don't leave I'm sure my parents will drive me insane but well i don't know.
i know this sounds really stupid, but I just worry that maybe things will go back to how they were LAST year. just back to old pretenses, back to the grind. wow i think i said this in a post last year. wow, i'm a freak.
Anyways, I am just going to curl up with Chester and sleep, that way i get rested and retain hydration. I'm sure i'm going to need ALL the water in my system tomorrow there is going to be so much crying NOT EVEN FUNNY!
btw. Coffee at about 7:30 or 8 for an hour? (can't be at seven because the Parr family pics are at 7, but after he and I get our pictures done we'll boot it to Timmy's)
I gotta see everyone b4 i leave!!
i know this sounds really stupid, but I just worry that maybe things will go back to how they were LAST year. just back to old pretenses, back to the grind. wow i think i said this in a post last year. wow, i'm a freak.
Anyways, I am just going to curl up with Chester and sleep, that way i get rested and retain hydration. I'm sure i'm going to need ALL the water in my system tomorrow there is going to be so much crying NOT EVEN FUNNY!
btw. Coffee at about 7:30 or 8 for an hour? (can't be at seven because the Parr family pics are at 7, but after he and I get our pictures done we'll boot it to Timmy's)
I gotta see everyone b4 i leave!!