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I almost had a good day today.
Work was awful as usual, but I maintained a rather chipper mood. I have to go back there in 10 hours or so.
Speaking of tomorrow, as excited as I am to participate in the Che Cosa "orgy" that is supposed to ensue, a real valentine would be much appreciated. Ok, ok, I am begging. I'm pathetic, neurotic, and desparate. I'm sure either way, the time spent with Chris, Max, and Amber tomorrow will be lovely.
Songwriting is more and more becoming my only sanctuary. As the days pass, my guitar parts are becoming quite involved. I've been writing so many new guitar parts/lyrics lately, I'm thinking of scrapping my current album and working on a new one.
I just want my voice to be heard. It's seemingly like an impossible task. $500 to get mass quantities produced is simply money I don't have. I'd never be able to convince my parents that spending $500 on my album instead of paying them for my car is a good idea.
Now and Zen's open mic was last night. It went pretty well. Outside of the $2 cover and random weeks where they have stoner hosts, it's not bad there. I got to play 5 songs which was A-Ok with me.
Ok, whatever, good night everyone.
Work was awful as usual, but I maintained a rather chipper mood. I have to go back there in 10 hours or so.
Speaking of tomorrow, as excited as I am to participate in the Che Cosa "orgy" that is supposed to ensue, a real valentine would be much appreciated. Ok, ok, I am begging. I'm pathetic, neurotic, and desparate. I'm sure either way, the time spent with Chris, Max, and Amber tomorrow will be lovely.
Songwriting is more and more becoming my only sanctuary. As the days pass, my guitar parts are becoming quite involved. I've been writing so many new guitar parts/lyrics lately, I'm thinking of scrapping my current album and working on a new one.
I just want my voice to be heard. It's seemingly like an impossible task. $500 to get mass quantities produced is simply money I don't have. I'd never be able to convince my parents that spending $500 on my album instead of paying them for my car is a good idea.
Now and Zen's open mic was last night. It went pretty well. Outside of the $2 cover and random weeks where they have stoner hosts, it's not bad there. I got to play 5 songs which was A-Ok with me.
Ok, whatever, good night everyone.