I know, boring and pathetic
Okay, I am ready to tell of my boy situation... I know... If your not interested, just don't pay attention to this update. I am not going to use any names...its better this way.
1. This boy may be the love of my life, but, in all likeliness is my excuse to not look for anyone new. He makes me so happy when we are together that I always float on a cloud after we see eachother. Since I got up to school, our relationship has taken many strange turns, good and bad. At one point we talked about everything that came between us in the last four years. All of my friends hate him, because, well, he doesn't put me first. Sally knows best; he has been there every transition in my life. And, he doesn't know it but he was my first kiss back in sophmore year in high school. I don't know what to do about him. I tried to stop seeing him, but that was too hard. So then I tried talking to him about my issues, that just left me depressed and lost. That is where we have been until about four hours ago, when we went back to square one. We'll see, he will be here next weekend....hmmmm. Maybe we should have a talk.
2. This next boy was the boy I used to get over the first one sophmore year. I know, how ironic. He came into my life a few weeks ago. He is amazing. Everyone loves him, including me. They said it was the happiest they ever saw me. . . I don't know what to do. I really could like him, even more than 1, but he "isn't looking for a relationship right now." I must tell you, I had more fun making out with him than ever before. He brings out a part of me that is awesome. I don't know. I wish he would call me right now...
3. The strangest relationship I have ever been it. One minute we are talking about how weird it is to even think about hooking up and stuff then, BAM, hooking up. Friend, friend, friend, not friend. I need to stop seeing him, I know it. It is so convienient, and it is nice to have someone to go to to cuddle and feel wanted, especially when I have to deal with the other two before mentioned.
So, you tell me. What do I do? Seriously, I need to know...what do I do?
Talk Hard
Abby
1. This boy may be the love of my life, but, in all likeliness is my excuse to not look for anyone new. He makes me so happy when we are together that I always float on a cloud after we see eachother. Since I got up to school, our relationship has taken many strange turns, good and bad. At one point we talked about everything that came between us in the last four years. All of my friends hate him, because, well, he doesn't put me first. Sally knows best; he has been there every transition in my life. And, he doesn't know it but he was my first kiss back in sophmore year in high school. I don't know what to do about him. I tried to stop seeing him, but that was too hard. So then I tried talking to him about my issues, that just left me depressed and lost. That is where we have been until about four hours ago, when we went back to square one. We'll see, he will be here next weekend....hmmmm. Maybe we should have a talk.
2. This next boy was the boy I used to get over the first one sophmore year. I know, how ironic. He came into my life a few weeks ago. He is amazing. Everyone loves him, including me. They said it was the happiest they ever saw me. . . I don't know what to do. I really could like him, even more than 1, but he "isn't looking for a relationship right now." I must tell you, I had more fun making out with him than ever before. He brings out a part of me that is awesome. I don't know. I wish he would call me right now...
3. The strangest relationship I have ever been it. One minute we are talking about how weird it is to even think about hooking up and stuff then, BAM, hooking up. Friend, friend, friend, not friend. I need to stop seeing him, I know it. It is so convienient, and it is nice to have someone to go to to cuddle and feel wanted, especially when I have to deal with the other two before mentioned.
So, you tell me. What do I do? Seriously, I need to know...what do I do?
Talk Hard
Abby