Its quiet now....
Today was great. I woke up and told myself, cara and you are broken up...and no crazy emotions hit me...its a good first step. I talked to dawn last night about both of our relationships and how similar my current, well i guess its not a relationship anymore, so lets say situation is to when dawn and I broke up except im on the other side of things this time. It compforted me because dawn and I are friends now and everything is ok between us and i was hopefull that cara and I could get there someday..until...
Cara sent Kelly a message on facebook that was spitful and ignorant. Something to the effect of "im gone now, you win". Cara obviosly has no idea of the situation and I made every attempt to make her understand that there is nothing romantic between me and kelly although she would like there to be. I was going to call her and bitch her out but i realized I would be playing her game cause thats exactly what she wants me to do...she wants me to call her and pick a fight so i will be the villan...she broke up with me...that was her choice, not mine and not kellys...so she get get over herself.
Although it may appear that me and kelly's entanglement was a plot against Cara, it wasnt...it was innocent ( as much as it could be under the circumstances) fun and I dont regret it one bit but I'm sorry that it ended up hurting Cara...had I not done the bigger thing and told her, she still wouldnt know and we would stil be together. Her knowing changes nothing about our realtionship because its the same as it was before it happend, going nowhere.
I'm in the bitter phase I guess you could say...
You dumped me... stop trying to make this anyone elses fault but yours.
On another note, sean came over tonight and he is doing much better. I found out that i had nothing to do with what happend and I feel much better about the whole thing too.
I love you guys, what a rollercoaster love we share.
Cara sent Kelly a message on facebook that was spitful and ignorant. Something to the effect of "im gone now, you win". Cara obviosly has no idea of the situation and I made every attempt to make her understand that there is nothing romantic between me and kelly although she would like there to be. I was going to call her and bitch her out but i realized I would be playing her game cause thats exactly what she wants me to do...she wants me to call her and pick a fight so i will be the villan...she broke up with me...that was her choice, not mine and not kellys...so she get get over herself.
Although it may appear that me and kelly's entanglement was a plot against Cara, it wasnt...it was innocent ( as much as it could be under the circumstances) fun and I dont regret it one bit but I'm sorry that it ended up hurting Cara...had I not done the bigger thing and told her, she still wouldnt know and we would stil be together. Her knowing changes nothing about our realtionship because its the same as it was before it happend, going nowhere.
I'm in the bitter phase I guess you could say...
You dumped me... stop trying to make this anyone elses fault but yours.
On another note, sean came over tonight and he is doing much better. I found out that i had nothing to do with what happend and I feel much better about the whole thing too.
I love you guys, what a rollercoaster love we share.