*sigh
Well parents are home now. Joey & Alyna just left. They're flight from Florida was delayed and didn't depart until like 7 something so yeah. They came half an hour later.. Me, Alyna & Joey were just walking around. Bought some snacks and yeah. Bleh. Then they came. Mother got a new haircut.. Weird.. It's wicked short but whatever. *shrugs. I've been so bleh. I hate feeling this way. I feel so.. Lonely. I don't like it. Just thinking.. I don't know. I don't think I have real friends. I feel like I'm just a person that people have on the side. I'm such a freakin' loner.. Found out that my parents are going back to Florida in April. Yeah. Umm.. On the way to the airport w/ Joey & Alyna.. I just started thinking.. Alot. But I fought the tears. I would NOT let them fall. No siree ma'am I wasn't going to let that happen!! But yeah, also there were many questions just coming to mind. I'm to scared to ask anyone them. They wouldn't have the answers anyway. They wouldn't know what to say. I want someone who I can tell everything to. And they'd always be there for me. They'd keep the secrets. I'm not saying any of this to offend anyone. I just want a friend. A real friend. Not someone you just go to when you have no one else. Yeah. I'm sounding so weird. I'm creeping myself out now.. o_O
BUT.. Yesterday I cried my damn eyes out. Why you might ask? It was 3 in the freakin' morning and someone bangs on my window!! Who was it? I don't know. Why? Because I was home alone and I was scared!! Really now.. Who goes knocking on people's windows @ 3 in the morning?! Be serious.. Sheesh. But yeah. I cried. Talked to people and no one really helped. Thanks for like really NOTHING. But yeah, I ended up calling Alyna then she came to pick me up. When she came I went into the car and we saw footsteps. Okay, whoever the fuck it was. I hope something happens to them. God.. I was so damn scared.. =[ Yeah.. My aunt & uncle think that it could be my other uncle but really.. Who the hell's going to knock on someone's window @ 3 in the morning?! My bedroom light wasn't even on!! My living room light was on! Why'd they knock on MY bedroom window.. God, asshole.. =[
I'm in love w/ Keane songs!! I gotta get the CD.
I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place, I'm looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well...(3x)
I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier, to be apart
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in another town
We might as well...(2x)
We might as well be strangers! Be strangers
For all I know of you now.....(4x)
BUT.. Yesterday I cried my damn eyes out. Why you might ask? It was 3 in the freakin' morning and someone bangs on my window!! Who was it? I don't know. Why? Because I was home alone and I was scared!! Really now.. Who goes knocking on people's windows @ 3 in the morning?! Be serious.. Sheesh. But yeah. I cried. Talked to people and no one really helped. Thanks for like really NOTHING. But yeah, I ended up calling Alyna then she came to pick me up. When she came I went into the car and we saw footsteps. Okay, whoever the fuck it was. I hope something happens to them. God.. I was so damn scared.. =[ Yeah.. My aunt & uncle think that it could be my other uncle but really.. Who the hell's going to knock on someone's window @ 3 in the morning?! My bedroom light wasn't even on!! My living room light was on! Why'd they knock on MY bedroom window.. God, asshole.. =[
I'm in love w/ Keane songs!! I gotta get the CD.
I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place, I'm looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well...(3x)
I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier, to be apart
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in another town
We might as well...(2x)
We might as well be strangers! Be strangers
For all I know of you now.....(4x)