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Jul 09, 2004 16:00

I think there are some people i need to apologize to.

jackie, yeah i was an asshole to you for no reason. I tried being some hotshot tough guy talking mess about a girl who died because of an accident. I'm sorry i was such a dick.

jeff, I treated you worse than i ever intended to. You helped me out with getting a job and i just threw it back in your face. (no pun intended.)I'm sorry for the ass i was to you. You have every right to hate me.

karli, i wasn't as good to you as i ever wanted to. I treated you ok, but never as well as i wanted to. things i did just weren't okay for me to do. im sorry. i wish i had done so many things different, im sorry i didnt just drop things when i did, instead i argued with you over things that didn't even matter.

Brandon, i think i owe you an apology for just not being true to you. they way you gave me advice and i just was like, "no way this guys out of his head i'll do it my way." but in the end i found out you were right, and i should have listened.

Matt E, i have to apologize to you for how i have imposed on your beliefs. no one should ever beable to tell someone what to believe. i apologize for that.

there are many people i owe a lot to. i swear i never meant to become an asshole. I just tried to become someone i wasn't. Because i thought i needed to be a new person because troubles in my own life, but that just made me a worse person. im sorry to everyone i have ever hurt or offended. i promise that i'm not that person. at least anymore. You all have the right to hate me, i dont blame you.
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