Jun 19, 2005 21:33
My mind is still worn from last night, here lies something between intoxication and sobriety. I like the intoxicated aspect much better than what I do the sober. I am trying to pace my steps. I am trying to think positive.
They all leave me
I have been thinking allot lately, about everything. I hate not being intoxicated any more, it is the worst part of the whole situation. It is not the fear of not knowing what I did, it is the fear of myself. I scare myself