A song of exellence... the story of my life
So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
...To the dead
Recall the deeds as if they're all
Someone else's atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
...To the dead
With your halo slipping down
Your halo's slipping
Your halo's slipping down
Your halo's slipping down
Your halo's slipping down
Your halo's slipping down to choke you now
NOOSE- APC
So yes I still think about HIM allot
I dont think that it is abnormal
but I feel as though some how I need to justify it
I thought that by getting into another relationship I would get better
I am not
I thought by feeling some one elses love it would make me not want him any more
It has not
I thought that feeling care by some one else would replace the hurt
Was I ever wrong
It goes like this.... boy meets girl, strung out and feeling low, girl need love, a place to stay, among other things. Boy befriends girl, alterier motives,he has a gf, girl and boy decide to live in one life. and friend that he didnt sleep with need cigarettes, meet up, girBoy doesnt grasp concept, boy has infidelites, girl remains there. Falling out, the remainder of the other girl friend, girl goes away, that is what she is good at, rehab and blue lines, lots of tears. Girl returns, vows to never speak to him again. Girl sleeps with another girls boyfriend, big fight, pulled down stairs, girl starts bleeding, another girl moves into girls house, girl gets kicked out, girl meets up with boy again and starts staying at one of his friends houses, girl and boy hook back up, girl feels hurt and betrayed. Baby boy on the way, his friend and her become BESTEST friends, boy talks allot of shit, says allot of mean things, still girl is there for boy. Boy trys to kill himself multiple times, girl sits at hospital. Boy goes to rehab, girl holds hand, boy trys to kill himself some more, girl trys to make him happy any way she could, boy still has infiedelites, baby is close, he confess', lot of hurt and tears, girls still stays there, lies to her best friend, Baby comes, boy is there for a little bit, boy breaks up with girl, girl devistated, girl doesnt show it. Boy apologizes and says the WORDS for the first time, girl continues to lie to friend, Boy still doing drugs, girl gets frustrated and says needs time to think, little 16 year old slut with a BLUE MOWHAWK (any guess'?) decides boy is good, boy leaves girl, girl has cancer, boy doesnt care about girl or baby, girl finds out she is pregnant again, baby is sick, girl tries to kill herself,looses one baby, still one in there, girl trys to help boy only to get spit on, no more she says, girl finds a NEW boy, girl starts bleeding..........
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
...To the dead
Recall the deeds as if they're all
Someone else's atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
...To the dead
With your halo slipping down
Your halo's slipping
Your halo's slipping down
Your halo's slipping down
Your halo's slipping down
Your halo's slipping down to choke you now
NOOSE- APC
So yes I still think about HIM allot
I dont think that it is abnormal
but I feel as though some how I need to justify it
I thought that by getting into another relationship I would get better
I am not
I thought by feeling some one elses love it would make me not want him any more
It has not
I thought that feeling care by some one else would replace the hurt
Was I ever wrong
It goes like this.... boy meets girl, strung out and feeling low, girl need love, a place to stay, among other things. Boy befriends girl, alterier motives,he has a gf, girl and boy decide to live in one life. and friend that he didnt sleep with need cigarettes, meet up, girBoy doesnt grasp concept, boy has infidelites, girl remains there. Falling out, the remainder of the other girl friend, girl goes away, that is what she is good at, rehab and blue lines, lots of tears. Girl returns, vows to never speak to him again. Girl sleeps with another girls boyfriend, big fight, pulled down stairs, girl starts bleeding, another girl moves into girls house, girl gets kicked out, girl meets up with boy again and starts staying at one of his friends houses, girl and boy hook back up, girl feels hurt and betrayed. Baby boy on the way, his friend and her become BESTEST friends, boy talks allot of shit, says allot of mean things, still girl is there for boy. Boy trys to kill himself multiple times, girl sits at hospital. Boy goes to rehab, girl holds hand, boy trys to kill himself some more, girl trys to make him happy any way she could, boy still has infiedelites, baby is close, he confess', lot of hurt and tears, girls still stays there, lies to her best friend, Baby comes, boy is there for a little bit, boy breaks up with girl, girl devistated, girl doesnt show it. Boy apologizes and says the WORDS for the first time, girl continues to lie to friend, Boy still doing drugs, girl gets frustrated and says needs time to think, little 16 year old slut with a BLUE MOWHAWK (any guess'?) decides boy is good, boy leaves girl, girl has cancer, boy doesnt care about girl or baby, girl finds out she is pregnant again, baby is sick, girl tries to kill herself,looses one baby, still one in there, girl trys to help boy only to get spit on, no more she says, girl finds a NEW boy, girl starts bleeding..........