Too much caffiene(?)

Sep 08, 2003 02:30

I stole this from Amber, so thank her for the boringness

Wearing: Scooby doo pants and a t shirt
Mood: hyper (Extra tall cappicuno(?))
Listening to: Whatever the room mate is watching on Tv
What's your hair doing? It's not "doing anything. It's in a messy Lauren bun
What's got you pissed? my inability to let go of the past
What do you smell like? My coffee
Favorite artist? Billy Joel
What're you reading? Nothing as of right now.
Cd in your player? The best of RENT
Dvd player? Girl, Interrupted
What's the last thing you drank? Again, coffee
What worries you? Soo many things..
Last Person You...
Touched: Mary
Hugged: Corrie. Went to congrat. her, and kind of ended up hugging her hips. Don't ask.
Talked to: Carmela
Laughed with: Mary, Corrie and Racine.
Imed: Kevin
Talked to on the phone: Corrie.
Got angry at: Corrie.
Got loud with: Corrie, Racine and Mary
Got drunk with: Lauren and Mollie

Favorite...
Food: Quesidillas?
Drink: Raspberry Crystal lite
Color: blue
Candy: GUM!
Animal: Cat or fish.
News channel: UGH NONE
Movie: League of their own.
Cool dance move: ?
Song: Miami 2017, Billy Joel
Vegetable: Brocoli
Fruit: Peach or raspberry
Cartoon character: I dunno

Are you...
Understanding? Yeah
Open-minded? Yes
Arrogant? Sometimes
Insecure? Normally
Interesting? Doubt it.
Random? Deffinately
Tired? Too hyper to be tired
Cold? Not right now
Thirsty? Ah huh
Hungry? Not really
Friendly? Try to be
Stupid? "dumb" is a better word for me, as Lauren would say.
Independent? Nope
Over-achieving? Nope
Organized? Try to be.
Healthy? Nope.
Unstable? Yes
Shy? Yes at first
Hard to deal with? I can be..
Attractive? I don't think I am.
Bored easily? yes
Sloppy? Ah huh
Responsible? yes
Obsessive? ah huh
Angry? sometimes
Sad? Normally
Thrilled? Sometimes
Hyper? Sometimes
Trusting? Too much so.
Talkative? VERY

Who do you want to...
Look like? Someone skinny..
Talk to more? Andre'
Talk to online? Kevin
My middle name is: Colleen
In the morning I: would love to still be in bed
All I need is: LOVE!
Love is: patient, love is kind...
I'm afraid of: penises
I dream about: having children

Have you ever...
Been in love? Sadly
Cried when someone died? Yes
Lied? Yes
Had Deja Vu? All the freaking time
Clicked with someone? Yes

Which is better?
Coke/Pepsi: Coke
Top/Bottom: Bottom
Blonde/Brown: Brown
A Good Smile/Nice Eyes: Nice eyes
Flowers/Candy: Flowers
Tall/Short: Tall
Black/White: black
Rock/Rap: rock

Who...
Makes you laugh? Lauren
Makes you want to dance? I dance?
Do you have a crush on? O:-) Not telling
Has a crush on you? Pry no one.
Is the coolest person ever? Lauren.
Do you wish lived closer? Kevin
Do you wish lived further away? That's just mean.

Do You Ever...
Wait excitedly for someone to IM you? Yeep
Log IM Conversations? Not recently
Wish you were a boy or girl? I like that aspect of me
Miss someone you dated? LOL! NO!
Lose faith? What faith?
Pray? Only when I'm upset.

Have You Ever...
Fallen for your best friend (of your preferred sex)? Yes
Been rejected? yes
Rejected someone? yes
Used someone? yes
Been cheated on? Not that I know of.
Regretted something? Too many to name..

Do/Are You...
A Smoker? Sometimes
Able to live without the computer? No
Color your hair? Ah huh. Redish
Speak more than English? Only ASL
Drink alcohol? Sometimes
Do drugs? Only legal ones
Like sunrises or sunsets? sunsets
Prefer physical or emotional pain? i guess physical

numbers...
Times I have had my heart broken: too many
Of tight friends?: umm.. about 5?
Of cd's that I own?: About 15
Of scars on my body?: Quite a few.
Of things in my past that you regret: Quite a lot..

I know: That I'm different
I want: love
I have: real friends
I hate: myself
I miss: Lauren
I hear: Whatever the roommate's watching on TV (havent i said this twice already?)
I regret: A lot of things
I ache: my arm and back
I care: About school and friends
I always: live in the past
I dance: ? I don't..
I sing: all the time
I cry: all the time
I do not always: Let people see the real me
I write: poems.
I confuse: myself
I can be found: online
I need: A girl friend
I'm happy: with my friends
I should've: never dated tim..

OK, that was fun. Well, not really, but I'm bored, and tired, and hyper. I have a 0930 class and I'm soo not going, I have too much to think about. Way too much.. I miss this time last year, but alas, there's nothing I can do about that. OK, I'm going to bed so I can cry..
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