A single white rose to end it all.....
In case you'd like an explaination to that subject I'll provide one. Mine and Laurin's friend Ryan I guess has liked me for a while but never said anything to me. So after school yesterday I told Laurin I was going to homecoming with Pete and she flipped. Guess why???
RYAN WAS GONNA ASK ME! I hate secrets and this is exactly why.
So anyway Ryan comes to pick us up for the movies and he makes me stand in front of him. I looked at Laurin for some support but she told me to turn around and when I did Ryan was holding a SINGLE WHITE ROSE and asked me to homecoming. I told him I'd have to think about it becuz Pete....and yeah all that jazz. He was totally cool with it, but I guess there was more to it cuz he put his arm around me during the movie and gave me like three kisses on the cheek. I didn't know what to do. I don't have any feelings for him except as a really cool friend. That's all. I feel like a complete bitch......grrr >.<
Tomorrow Eric comes over. I miss him a lot. I haven't seen him in 5 months! Count them.....5!!! that's some crazy shit right there. We're picking him up tomorrow at like 10 or 11. Then we're going to the mall real quick and then off to the movies. Maybe we'll hang out with Laurin too. If she wants to or something.
Well, that's it for now lovely people
God sometimes life can be bittersweet. NOT COOL!
RYAN WAS GONNA ASK ME! I hate secrets and this is exactly why.
So anyway Ryan comes to pick us up for the movies and he makes me stand in front of him. I looked at Laurin for some support but she told me to turn around and when I did Ryan was holding a SINGLE WHITE ROSE and asked me to homecoming. I told him I'd have to think about it becuz Pete....and yeah all that jazz. He was totally cool with it, but I guess there was more to it cuz he put his arm around me during the movie and gave me like three kisses on the cheek. I didn't know what to do. I don't have any feelings for him except as a really cool friend. That's all. I feel like a complete bitch......grrr >.<
Tomorrow Eric comes over. I miss him a lot. I haven't seen him in 5 months! Count them.....5!!! that's some crazy shit right there. We're picking him up tomorrow at like 10 or 11. Then we're going to the mall real quick and then off to the movies. Maybe we'll hang out with Laurin too. If she wants to or something.
Well, that's it for now lovely people
God sometimes life can be bittersweet. NOT COOL!