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My father is home and has me in a foul mood. I don't feel like writing anything interesting at the moment, just random and potentially disturbing thoughts and comments that most likely no one but I will really understand.
I finally figured out that Ollie was never actually fond of me, he just wanted to get laid. (Welcome to the real world, Charlotte.) He's got a reputation for walking into a room, looking at a girl, and escorting her to the nearest bed as easy as pie, and for whatever reason he had singled me out to be his next victum. This also confirms the fact that Musi's ex, Angel, was never actually fond of me, either. She tried so very hard to set me up with Ollie, fully knowing his reputation and what he must have had in mind, since she's one of his dearest friends. It was just another ploy of her's to get me away from her ex so she'd have a second chance. I'm so very thankful now that I didn't fall for it, but at least it explains some things, like why I've not heard from Ollie since I turned him down.
I've been incredibly moody all day long. I've been home too long. I must get out and spend time with Vinny and Musi, and then I think I'll be able to rest again. I miss them very much. Being in two productions with Musi has spoiled me. I'm so used to seeing him everyday, and now that I'm not in a show with him I'm lucky if we find the time to see each other once every few weeks, and it's awful. He dropped by for ten minutes the other day since he was in the area, but that wasn't enough. I think Vinny and I will have to steal him away for Chinese and a movie some night soon.
Oh, and I'm updating my profile so that it actually says something today. To the few people who read this, I'm sorry. I hope to post something different tomorrow, if the mood strikes me.
I finally figured out that Ollie was never actually fond of me, he just wanted to get laid. (Welcome to the real world, Charlotte.) He's got a reputation for walking into a room, looking at a girl, and escorting her to the nearest bed as easy as pie, and for whatever reason he had singled me out to be his next victum. This also confirms the fact that Musi's ex, Angel, was never actually fond of me, either. She tried so very hard to set me up with Ollie, fully knowing his reputation and what he must have had in mind, since she's one of his dearest friends. It was just another ploy of her's to get me away from her ex so she'd have a second chance. I'm so very thankful now that I didn't fall for it, but at least it explains some things, like why I've not heard from Ollie since I turned him down.
I've been incredibly moody all day long. I've been home too long. I must get out and spend time with Vinny and Musi, and then I think I'll be able to rest again. I miss them very much. Being in two productions with Musi has spoiled me. I'm so used to seeing him everyday, and now that I'm not in a show with him I'm lucky if we find the time to see each other once every few weeks, and it's awful. He dropped by for ten minutes the other day since he was in the area, but that wasn't enough. I think Vinny and I will have to steal him away for Chinese and a movie some night soon.
Oh, and I'm updating my profile so that it actually says something today. To the few people who read this, I'm sorry. I hope to post something different tomorrow, if the mood strikes me.