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I was right. Mike and I talked. He said he hasn't been 100% in the relationship anymore. He said it might be the distance, time, and money obstacles, but he doesn't really know. So, we're on a break until he figures out what he wants. I told him I had been thinking about breaking up with him too, but I thought I'd wait to see how his new schedule worked out for us. I'm expecting and preparing for us to break up. I love him and I don't have much hope, but I don't want us to break up. I didn't get a lot of sleep last night. I think about 4 hours. I had an interview for like a PR/event planning/market research internship. It went really well. I was pretty excited about it, but this Mike thing is getting to me. I broke down in the kitchen this morning and just sat on the floor crying. I kind of want to cry some more.
"I want to shave my head
Lie in bed
All day long"
-Divided Tegan and Sara
"I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]
Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended "
-When It All Falls Apart Tegan and Sara
"I want to shave my head
Lie in bed
All day long"
-Divided Tegan and Sara
"I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]
Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended "
-When It All Falls Apart Tegan and Sara