Jun 05, 2009 01:23
So, I've decided that I love Mike. I may not be in love with him, but I do love him. I care about him immensely, so much that I don't even feel the former really hits the nail on the head. Recently, there have been times when I felt like "I love you" needed to be said, in that moment, but we're always texting each other. It needs to be said in person and though I've known that I wanted to say "I love you" for a while now, I feel like it's never been the right time when we saw each other in person. I really hope, perhaps wish or maybe something stronger, that when moments happen when all I want to do is tell him that I love him, he feels it too or somehow knows it.
"I wish you were here so I could hold you and use the time with you that always seems so short to appreciate what seems so fleeting, your smell, your touch. I'll never forget your eyes, your laugh, your voice, or your smile."
Feel free to vomit now.