YOU CAN BE SUCH AN ASSHOLE SOMETIMES

[about_her_eyes]

you think so?
sorry

I am on this constant search for the end of this bickering in my head, and every single awkward word that some how slips through my head.
Am i supposed to think like this?

I dont think reflecting can be any good for what has been going on with me and her.

such as shitty ass words like "I love you"

is that all we could come up with?

is there a higher feeling then that?

if there is, its for old people.

I dont like to complain...
but i need to be free of the never ending struggles of keeping more then one person happy.
and to be tottally honest with all of you...

if i could blind fold everyone in the world for just a day, i promise you would be suprised.

im getting tired of it though.