Jul 12, 2006 21:50
Pop caught me with my journal out today. I've done the best I can to hid it from him, but he's got to admit that I am still my mother's daughter. I really wish he'd let me become the person I want to be instead of who he needs me to be. I understand he misses Mum, I miss her too.
I put this thing up when the Ministry first sent them out and I kept it locked away until just recently. I just wish I knew how to access everyone else because I need to reconnect. Hopefully, that knowledge will come in time.
I miss Susan, Justin, and Ernie. I wonder what all they have been up to over the years. Are they even still alive? Hopefully, someone who knows will read this and let me know something. It feels weird writing here knowing that others can read my every word. Still, I have no one specifically to talk to so this will have to do for now.