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Prior to her going to the Leaky
What the bloody hell? All this talk of giving it a go and wanting to see if we really have something. And what does he do? He keeps this from me. Not only did I see about the attack in the Prophet he waits until I ask him if he needs me to bring him lunch to even mention it. What if I hadn't sent him that message? Would he have even told me at all? And the little bit he did tell me is nothing at all. Is he hurt? Where is he? How did he and Malfoy end up in the same place with Greyback?
I can't even check on him because I don't know where his flat is. I could reply to his message, but I don't know what to say. I want to yell at him, I want to cry, I want to know he's okay. What kind of girlfriend doesn't even know where her boyfriend lives? What kind of boyfriend keeps that from his girl? Obviously, I'm more invested than he is. Why did I let myself belive he was sincere this time? Obviously he doesn't need me. If he did I wouldn't have found out about this through a stupic journal.
I can't do this to myself. I just can't. I can't let him. Damn it, I don't know what to do.
What the bloody hell? All this talk of giving it a go and wanting to see if we really have something. And what does he do? He keeps this from me. Not only did I see about the attack in the Prophet he waits until I ask him if he needs me to bring him lunch to even mention it. What if I hadn't sent him that message? Would he have even told me at all? And the little bit he did tell me is nothing at all. Is he hurt? Where is he? How did he and Malfoy end up in the same place with Greyback?
I can't even check on him because I don't know where his flat is. I could reply to his message, but I don't know what to say. I want to yell at him, I want to cry, I want to know he's okay. What kind of girlfriend doesn't even know where her boyfriend lives? What kind of boyfriend keeps that from his girl? Obviously, I'm more invested than he is. Why did I let myself belive he was sincere this time? Obviously he doesn't need me. If he did I wouldn't have found out about this through a stupic journal.
I can't do this to myself. I just can't. I can't let him. Damn it, I don't know what to do.