all in all

Dec 27, 2005 23:26

amber you recently made a post and i think its great that you can reconize your faults , that way you can change ,you can better yourself and I have some things to tell you and I dont mean them to hurt you or make you angry but I think its time I Be honest with you .....

, part of the reason i stopped hanging around with you is because you were kinda bossy and pushy with me and I felt like the only person you cared about was yourself, like having me keep secrets from our friends thats decietful and I smoke so I hated having to hide it for you like smokers are the devil or something ..and like that time you told your dad I was drinking when he found bottles in your room and all that bullshit just to protect your own image , that may not seem like much to some people but I expect more respect from my friends and maybe im over sensitive but that kind of hurt me when I asked about mike g dropping out of college and you said something about how " mike g graduated from nova so what do I expect"....well i didnt graduate from school at all does that mean ill be a failure for life? maybe you didnt mean to be offensive but It was ,

Your not the person I once knew ,, hiding behind slides with me and generally causing choas , It seems like all you want to do now is party and thats just not my idea of a good time anymore . i know your probably pissed at me but i think the least you deserve is an explanation for why I never call you or why I make plans with someone else when you ask to do something ..

I still love you and i miss my best friend soo much but your not that person ,please dont think i hate you ,for sayong all this becasue i dont i never could
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