I'm looking forward to death, it seems so unreal to me..
alright im extrmley bored right now, so this may end up being a really long entry, forgive me if it is. I know this sounds terrible, but I really dont like people, at all, and im beggining to think people dont like me either. actually i know they dont. Life has fucked me over again, in any way that it can. Actually not life, just some loser. whatever, i'm not going to write much on that subject, because that'd make me an "emo." basically all i have to say is i should have stuck to my instincts, i didn't, and i got screwed over. just my luck right? . .....other news..... i think i may have feelings for somebody else, i really don't think he has any clue, i dont know him that well, i just think he's awsome. I refuse to say anything to him though, neglecting the fact that's just nto how I am, I highly doubt he would ever like me like that, considering the fact there is notthing special about me. but whatever, i want him. ::sigh::
so yeah, woke up to garin's voice on the phone. Then went back to sleep. Then he came over, we made tacos, then torr came over. Then max asked us to go to starbucks, so we walked there. Kinda chilly, torr had sandles on, so were feet were kind of frozen by the time we got there. Ehh, then everybody(torr, garin,max and pierce) came back to my house, we chilled there. pierce went on an eating frenzcy, and me torr n max got my rabbit horney. hah, good times. Then torr\\garin left, and me max n pierce chilled in the basement, pierce broke open a pinata, and candy went everywhere, then he started shoving it in places. hahah, yeah. then they left, now im here. alone and bored, which is proabbly where ill stay for the remainder of the night, because people don't call anymore. Ehh, whatever, tommorrow me and garin are going boarding, I suck at it, but im excited, and i have a new board. Then i'm doing something with jess. Thursday I might have people over, tell me if u wanna come((for new years)) or i might go out somewehre, not sure yet.., friday my mom is having people over, petrie's, jewlesz and crew, and others...for new years like every year..im sure it will be a thrill a minute.. :-\. hah. me and jewlesz will be having fun, we always do, heh. weeewoo her dad got her champaign for x-mas... ::thumbs up::
and on that note, peace<3