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[abortionswag]

so I'm drunk -again- and still stuffing my face like a fat pig. the great thing about alcohol is that you don't care about the things that would usually bother you and you don't get sad about the things that would usually bring you down (well, there's a 50/50 chance on that one, tbh).

also it's been really hot lately and I hate it. I LOATHE heat. so much it makes me dislike summer as a whole.

I wish I could be skinny and underweight and not get hot anymore. i don't even care about the way I would look, it's all about the way I would feel.