When I had my abortion, I chose a clinic that was definately not what I had hoped for. The doctor rushed us in there and it was like a firing squad. I had no drugs at all, except 1 valium he told me to take an hour before the procedure. It hurt sooo bad that I was crying and I kept telling hi mthat the valium wasn't working and I could feel everything. All he said was "I'm sure it did what it was supposed to." He also recognized me from the job I was working at and made some comment about getting the recipe of the cookie that he would always buy.
He and his staff were horrible.. he gave me nothing to go home with or anything. I even refused the two week check up after they called me to make it. I told them that if I needed to get the check up done, I would do it at planned parenthood or another office because I refused to go back. And unfortunately, the valium kicked in about three hours later when I was at home in bed grimacing over the cramps.
"I'm not being destroyed by some imagined guilt, I'm enjoying being a good parent to my existing child."
He and his staff were horrible.. he gave me nothing to go home with or anything. I even refused the two week check up after they called me to make it. I told them that if I needed to get the check up done, I would do it at planned parenthood or another office because I refused to go back. And unfortunately, the valium kicked in about three hours later when I was at home in bed grimacing over the cramps.
"I'm not being destroyed by some imagined guilt, I'm enjoying being a good parent to my existing child."
I love that. And good for you.
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