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While driving around the numerous country roads tonight, I contemplated some of the key events that would determine who I am as a person in present day life. I wasn't very happy with a lot of those events. I am happy with who I am now, sure. But when I look at the events that shaped me as a person, it was a tough road. Being an awkward teenager really does suck. I feel like I'm in an almost comfortable groove in my life. I'll probably never be completely comfortable but for now, I have very few worries. My general attitude with people is much more laid back for me then it use to be. I may be too honest though. But I will immediately apologize if I have offended you and offer a hug in exchange for my poor behavior. I was talking to Chad about all this in the car. And what I was thinking about is, the only reason I like to argue and get my way is because I'm selfish. I've been craving so much independence for such a long time, I lost it for a few months there. But now I'm trying to mend what was psychologically wrong with me and it's difficult. There have been a few times when I have snapped, for no other reason than I felt angry at something. But the best things I've discovered so far in my life though, are three philosophy's I believe in.

Be honest with myself and others.
Live life and live it with company.
and
Be the best man I can be.