selfish and inconsideraterodeaghosthorseAugust 21 2007, 05:00:33 UTC
i have the drawing here actually, but not on that wall. i also have a torn piece of paper that says, "you'll get into pratt because of your handwriting." but... i definitely tried very hard to keep in contact with someone i considered one of my best friends before summer, at the beginning of summer, and those two weeks i was home before this. i don't know how far you went away really into some people that have nothing. as in i look in their eyes and i say god you are eight fucking teen and i see nothing in you, no spark, just the dullness of regular inbalancing of the chemicals in their brain and just a general uselessness (?). i can't tell anymore, who you are that is. and you're not really calling or attempting to know me anymore. but i still care about abby more than most and that's what is the worst. and i'll still try to find her and know her.
Re: selfish and inconsiderateaboliciousAugust 21 2007, 05:29:14 UTC
i dont even know what to say to this...besides i think there could have been a better way to communicate your position on my friends and my situation. i said i was sorry i'm not sure what else i can offer you.
Re: selfish and inconsideraterodeaghosthorseAugust 21 2007, 05:43:25 UTC
i never made anything other than assumptions? i never claimed that thost things i was saying were true. all i know is that somewhere along the lines you went there and i went here. and that i was angry at you for a while, but not anymore. and that i was sad with you for a while, but not anymore. and how i should communicate my position, i don't know, but a post you made explaining everything seemed to me a place to explain everything also.
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all i have is a general sense of missing someone who used to be there.
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