Take what you need while there's time. the city will be earth in a short while.
i've been freaking out a bit lately. I'm just scared. I'm scared shitless of the next couple months; of the next couple years. I know I'm going to be fine. It's just alot of change in very little time. I'm moving to a desolate cold little section of the world where i hear there is never one beam of sunshine, but i will feel right at home seeing as i basically just described my room. so if i'm acting weird or sad thats probably the only thing bothering me. i'm going to miss my alexisrae too but it's cool. we hardly see each other anyway yet we talk on the phone alot so nothing will really change besides her not being able to bust in my house without knocking and crash on my couch ha.
last night was interesting. it surprisingly made me realize alot of things about myself.
today i went to centennial park and i saw a dove and a crow fighting. they were vicious. they were battling for my soul. i lost my keys. i panicked and i was running around looking for them and hear my car alarm..my heart stopped. and i ran back to my car and saw an old man there. he asked if i owned the car and the keys i said yes and i left. it restored my hope for human kindness in a way.
last night was interesting. it surprisingly made me realize alot of things about myself.
today i went to centennial park and i saw a dove and a crow fighting. they were vicious. they were battling for my soul. i lost my keys. i panicked and i was running around looking for them and hear my car alarm..my heart stopped. and i ran back to my car and saw an old man there. he asked if i owned the car and the keys i said yes and i left. it restored my hope for human kindness in a way.