easy target
do i just look pathetic this week? i am frazzled but seriously do i look weak and vulnerable? All week people have turned their sympathetic eyes on me, telling me "it's ok" and "remember to breathe" without me even saying anything.
last night i was targeted by a 58 year old man. he asked to buy me a latte sometime or maybe "go to this new cuisine by the edison mall" and the rest of the conversation was so shocking and disturbing that i won't say it but if you ask i'll tell just know that it was uncomfortable to the point that i have to tell him off the next time i see him and if he talks to me again press charges. i should have told him i was 17 but he knows i am 18 but still thats a 40 year difference and it is just wrong. i hope nothing like this ever happens to anyone else and if so i hope you handle better than i did...i didn't say anything when i should have screamed. Books a Million guy (Matt) and his girlfriend walked with me to my car...thankfully they overheard. they said if he is ever there again i should come over and sit with them, because of course this would happen to me at my favorite place in the entire world, so i feel threatened every time i go in barnes n noble now. damnit.
if i was looking for a fifty-something year old man to tell me i'm pretty....i would go to my father.
oh and i need a pretend boyfriend (or girlfriend ha) to go with me next time and hold my hand when i curse him out and make sure i do not get raped so if you are interested let me know ha.
oh and Katie (Books a Millions girlfriend) said i should pretend Matt (Books a Million) was my boyfriend...and i told her..."i already do" =P jk lolz.
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