Up and Down
Emotional rollercoaster the past few days. I don't know why. Just trying to examine myself I guess. Work has been a lot of fun lately, but the store manager comes back from her trip on Wednesday so that may end soon! I don't know why I've been feeling the need for someone else in my life...a connection with someone. I'm a ginormous hippocrate, because I've spent most of my hormonal years comforting friends by telling them how beautiful they are by themselves, that they don't need a significant other in order to feel complete. Then why do I feel empty sometimes? I think it has just been long enough and I am getting sick of being lonely, not ever having been in a serious relationship. Just waiting. Always waiting.
I sure miss Boston's skyline. I'm just glad that I never took it for granted while I was there.
Enough of that sentimental bullshoit. I'm going to a Diversity Club meeting at the school where I take Western Civ. Heh. I didn't think there were any homos in NH. I guess there's a few. My mom thinks there's a reason for everything, but somehow I don't buy it. Maybe I should tell her I'm considering girls. Dammit I hate lying.
I like coffee. It is yummy. And not healthy. Like most of my diet. My dogs eat grass. And chocolate munchkins when no one is looking.
I GOT LIPTON'S GIGGLE NOODLE SOUP TODAY!!! I love that shoit, used to eat it as a kid all the time. Arright I'm out. (almost)
I sure miss Boston's skyline. I'm just glad that I never took it for granted while I was there.
Enough of that sentimental bullshoit. I'm going to a Diversity Club meeting at the school where I take Western Civ. Heh. I didn't think there were any homos in NH. I guess there's a few. My mom thinks there's a reason for everything, but somehow I don't buy it. Maybe I should tell her I'm considering girls. Dammit I hate lying.
I like coffee. It is yummy. And not healthy. Like most of my diet. My dogs eat grass. And chocolate munchkins when no one is looking.
I GOT LIPTON'S GIGGLE NOODLE SOUP TODAY!!! I love that shoit, used to eat it as a kid all the time. Arright I'm out. (almost)