ughhh
I basically put off writing my term paper until tonight, just before it's due. Because thats how I work best. It's crap but it works.
So I was all prepared to just do it all.
Naturally I get totally distracted etc but I wrote a couple solid pages, it was going alright. And hell, I wanted to stay up all night to do it.
But my mom comes down at like 12:30 and starts hollering about how I need to go to bed and I shouldnt do this etc etc
So I guess my term paper is about to be half finished and only containing like 2 second sources. Plus my surge of brain is going to be shut off and I'll never be able to get back to this.
etc etc I just kind of wish my dad were here. He just doesnt mind except he would bother me every half hour to ask if I'm done yet.
and honestly i really kind of want to just have an all nighter, not sleep at all. getting a few hours is worse anyway.
basically... I dont even know. But now I'm not even tired, and my brain is like Harry Potter fried. this thing doesnt even make sense, it's like chunks about different topics and mostly just a middle school book report.
oh yeah, and ritalin fucking sucks. it did nothing.
So I was all prepared to just do it all.
Naturally I get totally distracted etc but I wrote a couple solid pages, it was going alright. And hell, I wanted to stay up all night to do it.
But my mom comes down at like 12:30 and starts hollering about how I need to go to bed and I shouldnt do this etc etc
So I guess my term paper is about to be half finished and only containing like 2 second sources. Plus my surge of brain is going to be shut off and I'll never be able to get back to this.
etc etc I just kind of wish my dad were here. He just doesnt mind except he would bother me every half hour to ask if I'm done yet.
and honestly i really kind of want to just have an all nighter, not sleep at all. getting a few hours is worse anyway.
basically... I dont even know. But now I'm not even tired, and my brain is like Harry Potter fried. this thing doesnt even make sense, it's like chunks about different topics and mostly just a middle school book report.
oh yeah, and ritalin fucking sucks. it did nothing.