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so basically I just discovered that Helena Bonham Carter is going to be Bellatrix Lestrange in Harry Potter. Thats so amazing.
I'm hella tired. I go to tennis everyday (eh, not quite. but alot) and like, I play hard and have to work even harder because Richard makes me play witht he newbies so I run all over hitting their balls etc. And its exhausting. It takes up my whole afternoon, and I put alot into it, and all Richard sees is my mistakes. he just doesnt like me. I know I'm not the best and I might appear to be lazy or inconsistent or something, but I've improved and I work hard and I'm dedicated and he just flat out ignores me. I mean, hes got these newbies playing on the "good" side- people who couldnt serve or return very well, etc. I can hit almost anything, I'll run clear across the counrt for something, I serve in, and he just immediately puts me on the other side. He fucking almost put me grouped with the newbies. I mean some are fine but some of those girls couldnt hit a ball if their life depended on it. And I just looked at him like "what the FUCK" and hes like 'oh whatever go on the other side', oh I was pissed. I just dont understand. It usually doesnt bother me, but I feel like I cant keep being encouraging and everything. I need to just bring my "a-game" (HA) and like just kick ass and then theres no way he can deny me anymore. I've really about had it. I might actually just go do ultimate.
anyway, tomorrow is late arrival, which is nice. Although when it takes over an hour to get to school, you hardly get to sleep in.
so basically I just discovered that Helena Bonham Carter is going to be Bellatrix Lestrange in Harry Potter. Thats so amazing.
I'm hella tired. I go to tennis everyday (eh, not quite. but alot) and like, I play hard and have to work even harder because Richard makes me play witht he newbies so I run all over hitting their balls etc. And its exhausting. It takes up my whole afternoon, and I put alot into it, and all Richard sees is my mistakes. he just doesnt like me. I know I'm not the best and I might appear to be lazy or inconsistent or something, but I've improved and I work hard and I'm dedicated and he just flat out ignores me. I mean, hes got these newbies playing on the "good" side- people who couldnt serve or return very well, etc. I can hit almost anything, I'll run clear across the counrt for something, I serve in, and he just immediately puts me on the other side. He fucking almost put me grouped with the newbies. I mean some are fine but some of those girls couldnt hit a ball if their life depended on it. And I just looked at him like "what the FUCK" and hes like 'oh whatever go on the other side', oh I was pissed. I just dont understand. It usually doesnt bother me, but I feel like I cant keep being encouraging and everything. I need to just bring my "a-game" (HA) and like just kick ass and then theres no way he can deny me anymore. I've really about had it. I might actually just go do ultimate.
anyway, tomorrow is late arrival, which is nice. Although when it takes over an hour to get to school, you hardly get to sleep in.