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I haven't updated in sooooooooo long. I used to like updating and letting others know about the nuances of my life... but now I just don't seem to care. Maybe it's more maturity on my part, or maybe I just feel like hiding more?
Life has actually been pretty cool. Like the new apartment and the kitties. I like my roommates for the most part. I like my job, I wish I worked more hours. I've made new friend's and have tried to keep from alienating the old ones (I hope rather successfully). However, I still feel incomplete in my intimate relationship. I don't feel connected and I don't feel that this could be"it"
So while everything seems good all around, I still think that there are a bunch of deeper-rooted things keeping me from actually being happy. I'm trying to weed out what they might be and analyze how and why they are affecting the way that they are. Then either solve the issue, or just get it out of my life.
Oh! I saw the perfect quote for me the other day...(not to be overly narcissistic)it goes: "I'm not a bitch, I just have a low bullshit tolerance"
(I think that's what's changing about me, I feel much less up to dealing with other people's bullshit. )
- I wish I had time to take sailing/bellydancing/krav maga/pole dancing/fencing classes. I also wish I had time to work out... and someone to help with resistance training so I can loose more weight and get buff again. :p
- I think I may start a funny journal depicting my life as it is now, crazy roommates, crazy work, crazy family... just for fun. Though it may contain slight exaggeration in order for more comedic effect...
Life has actually been pretty cool. Like the new apartment and the kitties. I like my roommates for the most part. I like my job, I wish I worked more hours. I've made new friend's and have tried to keep from alienating the old ones (I hope rather successfully). However, I still feel incomplete in my intimate relationship. I don't feel connected and I don't feel that this could be"it"
So while everything seems good all around, I still think that there are a bunch of deeper-rooted things keeping me from actually being happy. I'm trying to weed out what they might be and analyze how and why they are affecting the way that they are. Then either solve the issue, or just get it out of my life.
Oh! I saw the perfect quote for me the other day...(not to be overly narcissistic)it goes: "I'm not a bitch, I just have a low bullshit tolerance"
(I think that's what's changing about me, I feel much less up to dealing with other people's bullshit. )
- I wish I had time to take sailing/bellydancing/krav maga/pole dancing/fencing classes. I also wish I had time to work out... and someone to help with resistance training so I can loose more weight and get buff again. :p
- I think I may start a funny journal depicting my life as it is now, crazy roommates, crazy work, crazy family... just for fun. Though it may contain slight exaggeration in order for more comedic effect...