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Right after i left her, all i thought was "find another one and you can fill the void" but after a week or two i resigned myself to my perpetual destiny: loneliness. I'm ok being alone. I dare say i am good at it.
When i am with someone my faults become magnified and my inability to empathize becomes more apparent.
I tried. I really did. But of course i slipped, and fell. inevitable i suppose. She bounced back, i knew she would. Brushed away like a failed experiment after a week or so of mourning. I wish her happiness in all she does, and peace in all she sees.
I'm making the motions to buying my own place. I'm tired of paying other people's mortgages. I can afford a little place, now's the time to buy, and so i shall. I suppose i'll just wash myself up in all of it, trying to remodel it and living comfortably in my little bubble. I have a friend or two, and that will just have to suffice. Hailey is my rock, Pollo my comic relief and Louis is just cool to be around, plus is new girl is amazing, if only i had something that first time, o well he deserves her more than i i guess.
I'll keep posted for all of no one who cares. Toodles.
When i am with someone my faults become magnified and my inability to empathize becomes more apparent.
I tried. I really did. But of course i slipped, and fell. inevitable i suppose. She bounced back, i knew she would. Brushed away like a failed experiment after a week or so of mourning. I wish her happiness in all she does, and peace in all she sees.
I'm making the motions to buying my own place. I'm tired of paying other people's mortgages. I can afford a little place, now's the time to buy, and so i shall. I suppose i'll just wash myself up in all of it, trying to remodel it and living comfortably in my little bubble. I have a friend or two, and that will just have to suffice. Hailey is my rock, Pollo my comic relief and Louis is just cool to be around, plus is new girl is amazing, if only i had something that first time, o well he deserves her more than i i guess.
I'll keep posted for all of no one who cares. Toodles.