shit shit shit
i have been thinking..
and latley i have just been letting go of myself,
not caring about getting ready in the morning, not caring about people much,
not caring about myself for that matter.
not that i ever had my self "together" in the first place i did a good job at convincing myself that i did, and i liked things that way as long as i had myself convinced i was happy and everything was ok that was fine, i liked it that way...
i really really don`t want things go back to the way they were last year, people here havnt seen me at my worst and i like it that way, i really do...
i`m not sure waht to say or do anymore..hopefully it will come to me soon?
and latley i have just been letting go of myself,
not caring about getting ready in the morning, not caring about people much,
not caring about myself for that matter.
not that i ever had my self "together" in the first place i did a good job at convincing myself that i did, and i liked things that way as long as i had myself convinced i was happy and everything was ok that was fine, i liked it that way...
i really really don`t want things go back to the way they were last year, people here havnt seen me at my worst and i like it that way, i really do...
i`m not sure waht to say or do anymore..hopefully it will come to me soon?