ah,nuts.
i am nuts.
you see, i am in love with a boy...a boy who was one of my best friends. long story short about the past, the present...i recently told him how i felt, he was "flattered" but needed time cause he had just gotten out of a two year relationship. he is leaving soon for life (leaving sd that is) and i have not talked to him since i have told him. i am crazy in love dude. i cant stop thinking about this kid who i used to think was my little brother and now i have deeper feelings for him. what do i do...i am so lost. i miss him.
today my horoscope says "do it! why would you fail? you cant imagine him saying no to you."
but the thing of it is, i can and i cant. son of a b.
life is crazy, eh? who would have thought.
i guess ill just stick to my imaginary husband...jared leto.