Dec 30, 2005 13:43
so all of my friends gave me the best birthday ever. home bar rocked, the little after party was freakin sweet.... i dont remember getting home, apparently micheal drove??
my michelle and jon-a-thon came out, which made the night even more enjoyable.
22 has been better than 21 so far.
then last night we went to waldos... i had a mild anxiety attack, and thank god it was only a little one. i dont know what was going on, my head was caving in..i felt like i was outside my body...everything irritated me for a while...chlostrophobia...my hands were trembling, my leg was shaking... it was awful until i finally got out of it. I dont know what else to blame but family problems that i learned more about over break. i guess i just got too much information and i couldnt handle it. drank that away pretty well though. dont worry, im ok.
but like ani says "one breath at a time is an acceptable plan"